I decided I won’t study the program this fall. I haven’t qualified anyway. Missing some credits from that. I don’t feel like doing the exams now. I don’t feel like studying the program in the fall either, don’t know if I ever will continue the studies. I have applied to make a study break, but they might not grant it. I don’t care. I just don’t. Then I will just apply to terminate the program. I perhaps should have applied for a termination at once, then I could have a-kassa. I don’t feel like much of anything right now. I don’t feel like working tomorrow. Or the following three days after that either. Or the rest of the summer. I just don’t feel like doing shit. My work experience isn’t worth a shit. My educations are not worth a shit. I am not worth a shit. So why do I even bother in this fucking land of Sweden? I don’t want to apply for jobs. I don’t want to study. I don’t want to work. I hate Stockholm. I hate Sweden. I hate this world. You don’t care about anything, so what is the point? To many of world’s population are fucking themselves up and all other’s are just unwillingly on that ride.